Contemporary Youth: May 2011

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

doodles and poodles

They're so cool. So necessary*. They can change a whole day, a whole time. E is so adorable. And that's the truth. I've always wanted to go to the formal with him. Always. He's been my boy. He is my boy, fuck it, he's my best friend. Ever. And I think its stupid that we weren't going together. I would take all my photos with him anyway. I would hold his hand at post anyway. He's take me home and kiss me on the cheek anyway. So.. why aren't we going together? :(.
'Cause for a reason unnecessary to listen to. Unnecessarily brought into this blog from clumsy conversations and technology misinterpretations; Captain Claire. Well isn't she fantastic. She's a person you're just in complete awe with every second of every day. She's so goddamn great, that it's actually hard for me to keep this spiel from turning sarcastic.I'm struggling.. giving in.. caved. She sucks.

So much. She sucks, so much. And E liked her. He had some thing for Asian girls. Lord, it makes me angry. Forgive me for the literal terrible thoughts I send her way, but she really does just rub the wrong way. She's fake, she's a perfect 'adult's teenager', she's just so gay that I can't believe she got school captain. I suppose I'm jealous, but I also hate her. Wow. Don't even get me started on hating her. Okay.

:D. G-news? E changed his mind ! He realised every bad quality and he's not going to the formal with Captain Gayface anymore! I think he thinks we're going. I'm going to ask him tomorrow, because honestly, we're in such a good place right now. And I love him so much. He's so epic.

Just ten billion x's.

C
* ps, only using the word necessary so frequently these days because I just learnt how to spell it and I never have to avoid it again ! Amazing.

Saturday, May 14, 2011

Charles' World.

It's been a big month really. You could say school is hectic, but its more that I'm just unproductive and I can see it. I need more focus, as I always need more focus. I wish I had more help, but I'm really getting an absolute amazing amount of help compared to the effort I'm putting in..

Whatever though, talking about school is killer since I'm there legit everyday. Boys are more fun. The next big boy on the agenda is my date to formal. Everybody has a date. Every boy is taken I swear to G.
My options stand as follows:

Tall Boy. Still as amazing as always and as attractive. He's philosophical and understands the process of thought, conversations with him are great and he's probably my most likely date.
African. Oh my freaking Jesus, he is the hottest person you'll ever see. He's like heaven, put into an exotic body with a smile carved by angels. He's amazing, mysterious as shit. So he's only a possible, unless of course I asked him? Whatever works.
Footy player. Is adores obviously. Always love him, but he's influenced so highly from E that it's kind of unlikely that we'll go together. Plus I don't have the time to chill with them anymore, so we're sort of drifting a bit.

These options are obviously all perfect in their own way, but I have a feeling its going to result in me asking any of them, because hello they obviously haven't asked anyone yet. Keen for Tall Boy. He's taller then me. :D.

Oh and still need a dress.