Day 2 - Luke.

He honestly is my lover. If there were any other word that meant more then love we'd have it.

He wrote me this letter and says open it on the 5th ^.

I'll be in China, so I'll have to delay my 30 Days, but it will be the cutest letter ever :).

He's amazingggg.

C, x

OHMYLORD, LOL.

Every New Semester:

After First Week:

After Second Week:

Before the Mid-Term Test:

During the Mid-Term Test:

After the Mid-Term Test:

Before the Final Exams:

Once Get to Know the Final Exam Schedule:

7 Days Before the Final Exam:

6 Days Before the Final Exam:

5 Days Before the Final Exam:

4 Days Before the Final Exam:

3 Days Before the Final Exam:

2 Days Before the Final Exam:

1 Day Before the Final Exam:

The Night Before the Final Exam:

1 Hour Before the Final Exam:

During the Final Exam:

Once Walk Out From the Examination Hall:

After the Final Exam, During the Holiday:

E 4 C.

Fudging cutest thing ever. He kissed my cheek today :). The lil' cutie. Walked 10 minutes just to wait for his dad to pick him up and then walk back home. The things I do for that boy.. Also the things he invites me to, the things I miss for him, the things I do with him.

I never realised we'd be stuck in our situation, but I actually love it so much. :)

Day 1 - Lauren.

This be her. Lu is the only person that's stuck it out. And I know E and Clarke might be there in the future too, but she's claimed me. I sort of love her. :)

The 30 Day Challenge

• Day 1 — Your Best Friend
• Day 2 — Your Crush Your love
• Day 3 — Your parents
• Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
• Day 5 — Your dreams
• Day 6 — A stranger
• Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
• Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
• Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
• Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
• Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
• Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
• Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
• Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
• Day 15 — The person you miss the most
• Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
• Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
• Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
• Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
• Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
• Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
• Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
• Day 23 — The last person you kissed
• Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
• Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
• Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
• Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
• Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
• Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
• Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

A Blonde Psycho.

With Luke I'm awesome. The exact person I'd love to be.

And with E I'm nuts. The total person I want to be.
I hate feeling different around different people.It's like a human's worst trait.
C.

Rough.

Convincing Luke to get a tattoo by showing him the worst case scenarios. I suggested he get a little more left side, but still the size of my hand at least. :). Can't wait for him to turn into a badass 18 year old :D. Ilh.

C.

Forty Nuts

L: "What movie should I bring round Friday?"

C: "I kind of just want to eat nutella sandwiches under a fort."

L: "So, 'Where the Wild Things Are' then?

C: "Yes please.. And you bring the nutella?"

L: Your mum wants us to finish off yours.

He loves nutella ♥

Fin

In the end, I want to create things like this. Art can say so much.

Ell You Kay Eee

I'm finally growing up guys. Can finally say goodbye to that oh so wonderful childhood, can finally feel justified in buying an adult ticket to the movies.. I still can't relate to my parents, still can't do whatever I want, still don't earn any amount close to being independent, but I'm a grown up.

The difference is that I don't worry about those things anymore, I'm just here to leave some sort of mark on the world, not complain and bring up those things I can't do. I'd rather sit here and take it, then talk about the problems anymore. So say goodbye to negativity and hello to open-minded.

I've been thinking about my boyfriend all night and considering I'm writing this at 4:30am, its been a massive thought process. And the only conclusion that was drawn? I love him. I genuinely really want to spend every waking second with him. I wish he was here right now, just to talk to or joke with.

I had a conversation with Rosey's boyfriend today. He thinks I'm slack in my relationship, he thinks its not real because I don't want it to be, he thinks I don't understand the level of Luke's feelings.. And my response was, "Well its not that serious right?" Who am I kidding? It's pretty serious. I want it to be serious. I wish I was staying here in the holidays, or bringing my boyfriend to Isa, cause honestly I don't trust my brain to stay in this good form for a long period of time.

We'll get through it though, only because his half of the relationship is more then amazing. It will completely pick up the slack of my side.

He's too great.

C.

Angelic

31%.

Start at 100% and subtract 1% for everything you’ve done. At the end, re-post this as I am % of Virgin at Life.

1. Smoked.

2. Drank alcohol

3. Cried when someone died.
4. Been drunk.
5. Had sex.
6. Been to a concert.
7. gotten/given a handjob.
8. gotten/given a blowjob.
9. Been verbally/sexually harassed.
10. Verbally/sexully harassed somebody.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 92%

11. Felt someone up and/or been felt up.
12. Laughed so hard something came out of your nose.
13. Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfrend before.
14. Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.
15. Been to prom.
16. Cried at school.
17. Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store.
18. Went streaking.
19. Given or receieved a lap dance.
20. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 85%

21. Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.
22. Slept over at someone of the opposite sexs house.
23. Kissed a stranger.
24. Hugged a stranger.
25. Went scuba diving.
26. Driven a car.
27. Gotten an x-ray.
28. Hit by a car.
29. Had a party.
30. Done serious drugs.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 78%

31. Played strip poker/darts.
32. Got paid to strip for someone.
33. Run away from home.
34. Broken a bone.
35. Eaten sushi.
36. Bought porn.
37. Watched porn.
38. Made porn.
39. Had a crush on someone of the same sex.
40. Been in love.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR:70%

41. French kissed.
42. Laughed so hard you cried.
43. Cried yourself to sleep.
44. Laughed yourself to sleep.
45. Stabbed yourself.
46. Shot a gun
47. Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day.
48. Been online for 9 consecutive hours.
49. Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.
50. Watched an animal die.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 61%

51. Watched a person die
52. Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person present.
53. Pranked somebody
54. Put somebody in the hospital.
55. Snuck into someones room and/or your own room after being out.
56. Kissed somebody of the same sex.
57. Dressed punk.
58. Dressed goth.
59. Dressed preppy.
60. Been to a motocross race.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 54%

61. Avoided somebody.
62. Been stalked.
63. Stalked someone.
64. Met a celebrity.
65. Played an instrument.
66. Ridden a horse.
67. Cut yourself.
68. Bungee jumped.
69. Ding dong ditched somebody.
70. Been to a wild party.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 50%

71. Got caught stealing something.
72. Kicked/punched a guy in the balls.
73. Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
74. Gone out with your friends crush.
75. Got arrested.
76. Been pregnant.
77. Babysat.
78. Been to another country.
79. Started your house on fire.
80. Had an encounter with a ghost.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 44%

81. Donated your hair to cancer patients.
82. Been asked out by someone that you never thought youd be asked out by.
83. Cried over a member of the opposite sex.
84. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for over or 3 months.
85. Sat on your butt all day.
86. Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.
87. Had a job.
88. Gotten cut from a sports team.
89. Been called a whore.
90. Danced like a whore
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 36%

91. Been mistaken for a celebrity.
92. Been in a car accident.
93. Been told you have beautiful eyes.
94. Been told you have beautiful hair.
95. Raped somebody.
96. Danced in the rain.
97. Been rejected.
98. Walked out of a restaurant without paying.
99. Punched someone/slapped someone in the face.
100. Been raped.

PERCENTAGE OVERALL: 31%

Last Supper.

Last China Trip meeting before the real thing in 11 days.. 10 in 10 minutes :O.

From the beginning of Morning Tea when Eamonn told me he might not be allowed to come because his recent trips to hospital were serious, to being told at 9 o'clock tonight that he probably is coming because his mum saw how much I love him. He said that she couldn't bare to part us, so she'll try her hardest to make it possible for him to come :D.

I could talk for years and years about what a freaking best friend he is. But I'm not going to do that.. Just saying I'm unbelievably happy to be able to spend 2 whole weeks with him in our favourite all time country. It's going to be so fucking amazing.

I've just got to get through the next week of school, which includes 4 excruciating exams, Biology, Physics, Maths B and Art. Art should be down pat, I just wrote my statement about Lauren in it :), it was pretty cute tbh ♥. I included a photo of us from Kate's 16th in it :).

Will have to post it on here when I get a final picture..

All in all, pretty content. Love my boyfriend, have to most amazing best friend, going to China and passing school. Its all coming together :). Bonus :D.

C.

Humor

Matfu - "I wish I could be amazed by the easiest things like you Charli. You don't understand how much time is wasted by negativity. You're going to make someone so happy one day."

Charli - "Cheers Grandpa, but I'm sure I'll be as negative as the rest of you when I'm all grown up. I can't be awesome forever. :)."

If I ever grow up, remind me that I don't have to be negative. Just keep smiling you wang. :).

C.

Brain picking.

The types of images that keep my mind swimming.

The bestests and worst.

Not even kidding, the maddest chick I've met in ages. She's Finnish and amazing. And has THE MOST amazing camera ever invented. Canon E0S, oh god damn I'm jealous.

Spent 3 and a half hours in the art room today.. must admit that my boxes are looking pretty freaking sick right now though. It's all coming together awesomely :). Didn't see my boyfriend all day though :(, one kiss in the morning and then a whole day of independence. Sucked, in that regard.

E had a fight with his mum and now can't come to the Gig on Saturday/I can't come over his house to study Chinese. I'm pretty devo, he was being a mega sweetie this afternoon though.. As his usual self ♥, 17 days till China.

The twins are at Derulo tonight :(, so epically jealous and epically depressed that I couldn't see them while they were down here. It's heartbreaking, because I don't think I've ever had a bad/awkward/lame time with any of those girls. Can not wait to hang out (daytime only) on the holidays :D.

That's all for Charles, other then Clarke and I are practically over. Seriously haven't spoken in nearly a month :/. Is a tad awkies and I just hope I don't break up with Luke now, since I'll actually have no one to go back on :(.

C.

Postpostpostpost

Ohai.

Talk about procrastination. Or maybe I just don't want to talk about my day.. even though everyday is massive tbh.

Today was sick. Grade 12's last day, work this arvo, late night netball, Beccy, art, Jessie, English Extension, kidneys, biology assignment, Mr Dinh and Dunney. Was just crazy mad sick. Hah.

Posting about E though, since I'm going to his house on Saturday night for dinner :). Heaps pumped actually, his parents love me, which I love. Love love love when I get to spend heaps of time with him rather then Lukey. I become a funner person ;).

That is all, Charli.

We're forever.

He's going to be there through my crazy years.. I can say goodbye now and he'll be there tomorrow. I love him.

Some sores and smiles.

He asked her this morning.. I like that its done now. It's kind of reliving, and I can finally chill with him not feeling weird as fuck. :).

Oh and guess whats?

EAMONN - Sports Captain.

CLARKE - Sports Captain.

CHARLI - SAC Secretary.

LUKE - SAC Treasurer.

KD - SAC President

SOOMIN - SAC President.

I'm SO happy!! Eamonn wouldn't have been able to deal if I didn't get SAC. I think he died a little when he saw me cry and when he told me that this afternoon, I teared up. Then we hugged for a few minutes :). I actually love that he's got a girlfriend. We're on the same level now, our relationship has totally built.

He's coming over Saturday to study Mathematics and we're going to visit his girlfriend :). It'll be pretty cutie. All time favourite person to be honest.

Also had a conversation with the adorable new Hippie chick in my art class :). She's into music and we talked of materalistics, as well as travelling the world in our undies. I think there's real potential there. She could be the chilled version of E :D. We call her Madison.

Talking of cute conversations, Tiffany Lane came in today!! She is as amazing as I thought. She's got this amazing life, at this amazing school and she's so conserved while keeping it normal. I am so jealous of everyone attending QACI, it is just the school of creativity. It has its own category. I really miss Indie kids like her :(.

KD and me are just sticking it out at our high school. It's the shitt. :).

C.

Kiss The Girl

I'm not really sure if this is real.. But do you know that situation where a boy gets nervous around a girl he likes, therefore never wants to be left alone with them. Cause of this, he brings his mates to all their dates and relies on them to be like their 'wingman' I guess.. Is that what happens?

The story goes that Eamonn is on tune. :P. Our code for her is Jason so we can talk while she's around ahah, so that's what she's been called throughout this blog. Jayce is this skinny country girl that hasn't been here a year. She and her boyfriend recently broke up and E's been talking to her for all of a week. And because E is a nervous little boy, he is kind of keen for a girlfriend, so he's asking her out tomorrow morning. Only thing is.. He never wants it to be awkward, so he brings me, his best friend, to all their dates. It would be normal, if Eamonn didn't give all his attention to me. If I didn't talk WAY more the Jayce. If me and Eamonn weren't as unbelievably inseparable.

There's no way she doesn't think something is going on between us. Thank god I can smooth is over slightly, but Eamonn doesn't get that people won't understand. I have a feelings she thinks I'm moving in on him which is hilarious, considering if I wanted Eamonn, we'd be together.

She's going to say yes when he asks her out, but she's going to turn into Luke towards Eamonn. And on China.. who knows really.

Highschool's annoying. But I'm going to miss it. It's nearly over /:

C.

小狼's asking her out on Monday. That's her birthday. It will be cute, but to be honest I think he's rushing it. He's wanted a girlfriend forever now, ever since I've had Luke really.

We/I came to some conclusions last night.. Picture this. Literally seconds before I start my killer warm up run for Netball training, which includes 15 minutes of pure running followed by 5 minute sprints, I quickly check my phone.

2 messages!!

Dekkers - Hmm, we'll think of something ;). xxxx

Eamonn - Just to let u know n im being soooo serious u r my best friend n a huge thing in my life, i know it sounds weird but im being so honest ♥♥ :P >

We're best friends. And nothing else. Thank god/a little disappointed. I had always seen us getting married, but I can never be depressed on gaining a brand new best best best friend :D.

Charles Breaking It Down.

FRIDAY DAY

It was, World Teachers/Bandana/Free Dress/Picnic Day :). It was close to the most adorable day of my life. Everyone was in a great mood, I had Chinese and got to hang with Eamonn for most of the day. I wore pretty indie clothes and pretty much made my rep of being indie in the Gap :D. Was a fantastic day, and picnic day really really worked! :)

FRIDAY NIGHT

This cute as little boy named George, invited me to his adorable little 17th birthday party on Friday night. There was about 20 of us and we had a waterbomb fight, played twister, went swimming and bombed it off his massive waterfall, ate dinner with his family! And then wound down with a massive chill session, George on a 12 stringed guitar (:O) playing Taylor Swift and Mumford + Suns. It was literally amazing, cutest thing ever. Completely random group, which made it even more adorable :D. An amazing night for the scrapbook :).

I always went out Friday night.. Eamonn, Ranga, New Kid and Eamonn's newest tune, Cola. It was pretty epic, chilling on the road till 4am or something crazy. Pretty bogan I guess, but I do crazy shit when I'm with E. I'm really glad we're going to have crazy memories like those.. :)

SATURDAY NIGHT
So ah, I have a great night with Luke. Slept over his scout den with a whole bunch of people.. Watched a bunch of movies and played some crazy hiding games in the bush surrounding and did presents. I still didn't get him anything! Going to get him a bracelet though.. and get it engraved.

Probably saying, My Bear Grylls ;). I love you, 20-08-10 Charli x. That will be cute yeah? He'll love it.. I hope. Just got to find some time for that.

I love him, especially from that night. It felt like we got closer, which I love. We're going to have to address the Eamonn situation soonish, because I think its starting to piss him off a little.. I hate that. I don't want to hurt him or anything. And the worst thing, he doesn't even realise how close we are. He thinks that we only see each other at school. But we text, we fb chat, we go over each others places, we hug and hold hands, we're best best best friends. And I know he thinks there's this imaginary line that other boys can't go over.. But E's a different story.

It's really frustrating to be honest. :/.

Can't say I don't love my life though. Friday was epic. And jsut a sick sick sick weekend :D.

C.